I feel the sweet tickles
of a million
butterflies
in me
when I think of
you

I am paralyzed these thoughts are eating me alive
rescue me from this prison, brake the bars, take off my chains
and you will see nothing remains but broken pieces that can’t be repaired
all my life I’ve been trapped trying to make it back to reality ‒  a state of mind promoting normality ‒
something I have never been nor known
and I can only imagine the belt’s tight grip around my neck
slowly putting me to sleep
while singing deadly melodies 

I knew a girl
She came everyday
But never said a word
She left
Me wanting more
Her scent is all I remember
I took a deep breath
And closed my eyes
I saw her shadow
Becoming smaller
I reached for her
And saw diamonds
Shining tears
I woke up
And never saw her again

making your way
through life’s labyrinth
sometimes you go in circles
events repeat
seeming endless
just go a different way
you never
imagined 

straw of happiness
sucking you in
a long ride
down a waterfall
of watercolors
dive in the sea
of imagination
take a sip
taste the universe 

lighting
brightening up
shadows
new sides
of the dark
see the positive
golden future
 

floating
on endless waves
turning spins
showing you different directions
deep down
the real
you 

leaves
leaving
changing mood

and colors
everything
different

crispy

soft

hope